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Somebody that I used to know by mysterygirl87, literature

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Somebody that I used to know

A shinning light a head of me Strong and vibrant, you were to me Embracing, warm, and sheltering It was you I went to, when I needed repairing But then you changed... Dimming dramatically I don't even know you It is now my time to be strong On my own Nobody to turn to I look for you, but see nothing Nothing but a darkening grey Cold; shattered That is now consuming your space It hardens a part of me Will you ever return? My heart feels you will not I try to take you within my grasp Help you, restore you But it feels as your fighting me off Resisting me I've now lost faith in you And possibly

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torture by mysterygirl87, literature

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torture

Sitting in a chair Alone and scared you feel someone Start to pull out your hair One by one As you try to scream You start to hope That its all a dream Everything goes dark You feel yourself fall apart The chair it breaks You fall to the floor You feel no one there So you crawel towards the door Theres glass all around It cuts deep in your skin You cant believe This situation your in You lose all hope And you close your eyes Lying on the floor You let yourself die

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Somebody that I used to know

lost by mysterygirl87, literature

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lost

Coldness overwhelms me I'am lost, I call your name No one anwsers Not even you I see two paths One dark and scary The other nice and sunny One path is blocked I try to get past the obstical I lose, battered and beaten I go down the dark path For there is no obstacle I'am frightned, I know no one here I try to turn back, but cannot I need help But see no one I fall helplessly Broken and ashamed I call out one more Time No one anwsers I'am lost I want to be found But no one comes But I will wait, and I will not give up

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True friend by mysterygirl87, literature

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True friend

When I got lost in the shadows In never ending darkness You brought me to the light When I fell down And couldn't get back up You held out your hand When I was down Hit by cruel words of stone You gave me kind words takeing the cruel ones away When my voice was shut out No one was listening You gave me a louder voice by joing in You have helped me thru this And so much more Just by being a friend

memory by mysterygirl87, literature

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memory

The ghost of hidden memory passes through my mind As I shiver about the passed that has long since past me by I see images I wish to destroy and never see ageain The memories cloud over my mind trying to smother me I close my eyes and try to shove them away I start gasping for air I cannot breath The memories are starting to take over I wish that I could stop this But there is no way but to face them I start to accept the memories I can breath once ageain I have control

Torn Angel by mysterygirl87, literature

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Torn Angel

Angel girl all Beautiful and broken Came out of the sky Danceing and crying Evil she found Falling from heaven Gifted was she Hell overtaken Intill she found me Justice was served Knowing the price Lacking the hope My anger Sufficed No longer doubtfull On down the road Punshed was she Quarrels was the token Rid from temptation Selling her soul The risk she was takeing Unlocking my heart Vengence unmericiful Warmth overwelming Xero in my throat Yearning for more Zest is all I have left

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Fuck You All by sacrazy, literature

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Fuck You All

The weight of this pressure so immense The emotions roaring through me so intense I can feel the tears are ready To flow, though they are not steady They want to drown me whole They want to seize my soul It would be easier just to let them Oh so much easier to let them Just take me six feet under I wouldn't have to feel this thunder Stop tearing me up inside I want someone who I can confide Nobody can listen to me No one is able to see How I am affected I feel like I'm infected I can't control this feeling I'm left with soundless screaming It's all inside my head I would be better off dead I'm sorry I'm a burden I've neve

we choose each other by sacrazy, literature

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we choose each other

We all have choices we have to make Some are right, some make our hearts break I chose you because I knew you would care I chose you because you'd always be there You chose me because you wanted something true You chose me because I would never hurt you We were meant to be for reasons not known We were meant to be so we could be shown There is good in love and lust We love because we trust I trust you and you trust me And our trust will set us free To describe the feelings I have inside Would give me pleasure and give me pride But words cannot describe what I feel for you I can only say that my love runs deep and true

Stuck by sacrazy, literature

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Stuck

Life is a burden I cannot bear I am now threatening, pulling my hair You cannot see how you have hurt me I will not see what will ever be Being locked away, I look at the door Knowing I'm stuck here, more and more More and more I search inside For the person who wants to hide For the person who is so scared Still in the middle, sitting on my chair Am I insane? Can I be well? I do not know and will never tell

Four Love by sacrazy, literature

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Four Love

There is something overwhelming me Something that I cannot see I feel it bearing down This deafening sound It's nothing I've ever experienced But something I've always sensed It's unavoidable All I've ever wanted This love surrounding me Wrapping me in happiness My thoughts always drift My body always shifts In front of me is clear and open Just wish I could tell him He means the world and always will Doesn't know his touch gives me chills I think of the future He's always in the picture It's unavoidable It's all I've ever needed This love is fulfilling me Wrapping me in tenderness This is my four love This is my best l

Only You by sacrazy, literature

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Only You

Snow falls outside the frosted window I see my breath fog up the glass The only thing I see is you But you're just about the past I don't think you know what you mean to me I don't think you know how much I care I want you to understand what I feel for you My heart is open and bare Anything you want to know I will tell you Anything you need I will provide I just want you to feel secure I want you to be only mine I need you more than I can say You don't know what you do I want you with me, by my side All I want is you There's nothing more that I can offer Myself will have to do If you want the same as me Then our love is p

Forgive by TearDropWonder, literature

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Forgive

Forgive July 17, 2006 I wrote and wrote and wrote… but you remained. Still stubborn. I cannot write you out but I did write you off. You got me through words and I got rid of you with words, but words will not erase the questions, or stares, or tears. Silly, silly boy. You wanted a little, "quirky" girl and thought I was her. "quirky" became assertive and you wanted none of that. And all the better. I thought I had a poet, a sensitive ear. But your mask melted, as did mine. Yours revealed a mess of a boy who thought he was a man. I wrote and wrote, and came out with pages of angry words. Forgiveness did not flow

Taking your pain away... by poetsrainyday, literature

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Taking your pain away...

Look in the mirror. Your tears fall like rain. Harder then a summer storm. Let me dry them. Your heart bleeds. It runs red as the roses he left behind. You want to give in Let me hold you up. Pain so sharp in your breast. You cant contain it. You want to scream. Let me take the burden. Memories so frequent …like yesterday A living nightmare Your life is tossing and turning Let me wake you . Alone in your bed sleeping with the shadows . Skin like ice Like death. Let me hold you . Let me take your pain….

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Somebody that I used to know by mysterygirl87, literature

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Somebody that I used to know

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Current Residence: Under your bed
Favourite genre of music: I like all kinds
Skin of choice: The one your wearing
Favourite cartoon character: Foamy, Invader Zim, Ren and Stimpy, and Rocko modern life
Personal Quote: Never make someone a priorty when all you are to them is an option

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mysterygirl87

Aug 27, 2013

Hey YA

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So I am back, separated from my spouse and dating another. I cannot tell you the amount of hurt that has been lifted from me and how much happier that I feel. I cannot believe it took me so long to do this. I don't know what I was afraid of. Prepare yourselves my friends. New poetry is on its way!

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mysterygirl87

Aug 12, 2012

For real

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Why cant I go back to that place, you know where I was happy. The place where pain and anguish just doesn't exist. Oh wait I was never there. But it was easier before I got with you. Stupidity must be genetic, you know somethings not right, you know that your not happy and that things will never change yet you stay, you even get yourself in deeper. Where it'll take more than just leaving to get out. At least I have my son. However now he gets to deal with the pain you dish out. You cant just leave and come back for an hour to clean up, change cloths and leave again. Don't you see you confuse the shit out of your son, I know your a douche but

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mysterygirl87

May 8, 2012

Trying to get back

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So, once again its been awhile, a lot has happened.... A lot has changed. Lots of drama and hardships. But along with that lots of joy and happiness. My son has grown he is happy and healthy, he is so smart, and will be 2 in only a couple of months. I am now married sometimes happily ;) I really havent written anything new ive just been so busy and dealing with so much. But Im going to try and get back into writing, anyway just wanted to let my followers know that I was still around. Intill next time goodbye.

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sacrazy

Jun 27, 2007

thank you for commenting on all my poems

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May 24, 2007

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oooh-butterfly

Jan 26, 2007

hi. I don't think you remember me, but a long time ago, almost a year ago you commented my journal and told me you gave up on finding love.

I just want to tell you that you really shouldn't, because it's not worth it. Once you find even someone you care strongly about, who understands you, it's worth it all.